[j.sardi]

Now that I've reached this state when I don't know if I want to lie down and die or throw up a dark messy rainbow, I need to keep calm and make good art.

There was nothing like talking yesterday, the blabbing and useless flirting ate away all right moments. The worst thing, I have no idea if I wasn't the only one thinking about that sheepish act of mine of half a year back. I had my reasons to stop talking to you, dude. Say the freaking something! Huh. The gray nothingness between us as we walked was killing my brain and is still doing this. Stupid-freaking-ARGH!!! I hate you (butt pirate).

I just want to cuddle under the bed and never go out.