Не могу остановиться - картинки по иксам на девиантарте. ОМФГ. You know it's real. Это лучший фильм из всех иксов, пусть до меня доходит волнами.

Господи, неужели кому-то может нравиться сучка-латинос "Ангел"? Уоррен единственный Ангел в иксах. Da girl is an imposter.

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Мало того, что даже англоязычных фиков про Азазеля нет, так те, которые есть, продолжают эксплуатировать коммунистические взгляды Азазеля (хотя, честно, из фильма особо принадлежность персонажей к коммунистам или капиталистам я не уследила), а это еще не самое страшное. Надо посмотреть в оригинале, но, во-первых, я вообще не помню где бы Азазель в фильме говорил, а, во-вторых, боюсь услышать его якобы русский акцент. Так вот возвращаясь к фикам, они стараются показать Азазеля "русским", беспощадно коверкая транслитом и неспрягаемостью по падежам русские слова. Получается такой турецкий товарисч, соблазняющий "красивый дэвющка" в лице Мистики. Это грустно.

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Видать, гормоны. Чувствую себя абсолютно счастливой уже пять минут и даже не боюсь предстоящей ночи на работе :3. Месяц и неделя до отпуска. Я бедна, как церковная мышь (ну, относительно моего обычного состояния), и это хорошо. Надо совершить что-нибудь кармоочистительное.

Сегодня снилось, что мы с буррито собрались в гости к Ламберту. При этом мы были какие-то маленькие, будто это происходит несколько лет назад. Наш папа позвонил ему (ага) и предупредил по поводу чего-то, типа, мы вот придем и все такое. Главное, вот как начался разговор:
Папа: Адам? Как тебя...?
(ответ, пара-пам!)
Папа: Да, точно, Адам...
Но до Ламберта мы так и не дошли. Может, к завтра дойдем? Ощущение во сне было, будто мы с детства знакомы и дружим XDDD

"Защитила диплом". Ну, то есть зашла, услышала от секретаря комиссии, что мне все поставили, поулыбалась одному классному преподавателю и вышла. Забрала альбом курса: он, как водится, ужасен. Ну, то есть фотки преподавателей распечатаны с сайта и пикселят. Я была в штатах, когда всех фоткали, но загрузила им на сайт одну хорошую свою фотку, теперь она там абсолютно ни к месту, зато выглядит гораздо лучше остальных. Хотя бы потому, что ее фотошопил буррито, а не какой-то бездарь.

@музыка: Enya - Orinoco Flows

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Хочется написать что-нибудь позитивное,но вроде бы ничего сверхпрекрасного не происходит. Сегодня я встала на тропу войны. Есть у нас один "коллега", на той же должности, что и я, который очень любит ненавязчиво так спихивать остальным свои задания по проверке переводов. Ну я высказала все, что я и, уверена, остальные, об этом думают. Он написал, что он делает то-то,то-то и то-то, и может, раз я такая умная, я сделаю это за него? Вообще дело даже не в переводах, а в том, как он спихивает их на нас. Против заданий от юристов или стажеров, которые выше нас по должности я ничего не имею. Ну и спросила, а не юрист ли он, чтобы мне такие вопросы задавать? На что получила такой ответ: мол, разве тебе не объяснили, что те паралигалы, которые закончили учебу-де считаются старшими и могут давать остальным задания? Приехали. Я когда пришла, старшими паралигалами считались люди, которые сейчас стажеры, потому, что они к тому моменту уже года два пропахали. Товарисч замолк. Напишет - сдаваться я не собираюсь.

@темы: офисная война

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Press-search on Terry Pratchett's alleged decision to die.

Мейл.ру: Терри Пратчетт решил уйти из жизни с помощью эвтаназии

Знаменитый фантаст начал оформление документов для швейцарской клиники «Dignitas», где пациентам помогают умереть
Популярный британский писатель Терри Пратчетт начал оформлять документы для швейцарской клиники «Dignitas». Как сообщают «Аргументы недели», некоторое время назад врачи обнаружили у знаменитого фантаста редкую форму болезни Альцгеймера. К своему диагнозу писатель отнесся философски, и спустя некоторое время решил уйти из жизни добровольно.

Во время недавней встречи с прессой на фестивале документальных фильмов «Doc/Fest», в котором Пратчетт принимал участие, он признался, что в жизни его пока держит одна «проклятая книга, которую надо закончить». Терри Пратчетт снял документальную киноленту под названием «Выбирая смерть» («Terry Pratchett: Choosing to Die»). Фильм рассказывает о британском миллионере Питере Смедли. Узнав о неизлечимом заболевании головного мозга, Смедли также добровольно ушел из жизни, выбрав для этого клинику «Dignitas». Рассказав историю зрителям, Пратчетт решил пойти по стопам Смедли.

Из всех произведений Пратчетта наибольшей популярностью пользуется цикл сатирического фэнтези про так называемый Плоский мир – Discworld. Тиражи книг Пратчетта в мире превышают 50 миллионов экземпляров.

Подробнее: news.mail.ru/society/6122675/?frommail=1

Убогая новость Мейл.ру, а теперь более полная новость от Терри:

I'll die before the endgame, says Terry Pratchett in call for law to allow assisted suicides in UK
Read more: www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1203622/Ill-di...

TBC...

Sir Terry Pratchett has made an emotional plea for the right to take his own life, saying: 'I live in hope I can jump before I am pushed.'
The fantasy novelist gave his views following last week's landmark House of Lords controversial judgment in the case of Debbie Purdy.
'I believe that if the burden gets too great, those who wish should be allowed to be shown the door,' he said. 'In my case, in the fullness of time, I hope it will be in the garden under an English sky. Or, if wet, the library.'
Sir Terry, 61, author of the hugely successful Discworld books, was diagnosed with Alzheimer's diseasein 2007.

He said that no one has a duty to suffer the extremes of terminal illness and set down his admiration for the sick and dying who have travelled to Switzerland to die in legal suicide clinics. They have displayed ' furious sanity', he said.
The Lords ruled on Thursday that the Director of Public Prosecutions must give Mrs Purdy, who has multiple sclerosis, guidance on whether her husband will face prosecution - and a possible 14-year prison sentence - if he helps her travel to the Dignitas clinic in Zurich to die.
The judgment means the DPP is likely to set down rules which will clear those who do not have selfish motives from the threat of prosecution - a major step towards legalisation.
Sir Terry, who was knighted in the 2009 New Year Honours, said in an article in the Mail on Sunday: 'I intend, before the endgame looms, to die sitting in a chair in my own garden with a glass of brandy in my hand and Thomas Tallis on the iPod.
'Oh, and since this is England, I had better add, "If wet, in the library". Who could say that this is bad?'
Sir Terry said he would be happy to accept help from the medical profession. He said he had no doubt that there were people with a 'passion for caring', but asked them to accept there are people 'who have a burning passion not to need to be cared for'.
The author rejected the idea that allowing assisted suicide would amount to legalising euthanasia, in which those unwilling to die would be killed off.
He said some ways of looking after those with chronic illnesses, including forcible or 'peg' feeding of Alzheimer's sufferers, were degradpulsorying and painful. 'I am certain no one sets out to be cruel, but our treatment of the elderly ill seems to have no philosophy to it. As a society, we should establish whether we have a policy of life at any cost.'
Sir Terry added: 'I have seen people profess to fear that the existence of a formalised approach to assisted dying could lead to it somehow becoming part of national health policy.
'I very much doubt this could be the case. We are a democracy and no democratic government is going to get anywhere with a policy of comor even recommended euthanasia.
'If we were ever to end up with such a government, we would be in so much trouble that the problem would become the least of our worries. But neither do I believe in a duty to suffer the worst ravages of terminal illness.'
Peers voted heavily against a parliamentary move to allow assisted suicide last month. Sir Terry backed the reform, put forward by former Lord Chancellor Lord Falconer, which would have allowed relatives or friends to escort dying relatives to a suicide in Switzerland with the approval of two doctors.
However since then the main nursing union, the Royal College of Nursing, has withdrawn its opposition to assisted suicide.
More than 100 Britons have died at the Dignitas clinic, taking advantage of Swiss tolerance of suicide. Most recently conductor Sir Edward Downes and his wife Joan died in Zurich, in the presence of their two children.
Lady Downes was dying of cancer but Sir Edward, while frail, was not suffering from a terminal illness.
Point me to heaven when the final chapter comes... Terry Pratchett's deeply personal plea
We are being stupid. We have been so successful in the past century at the art of living longer and staying alive that we have forgotten how to die. Too often we learn the hard way. As soon as the baby boomers pass pensionable age, their lesson will be harsher still. At least, that is what I thought until last week.
Now, however, I live in hope - hope that before the disease in my brain finally wipes it clean, I can jump before I am pushed and drag my evil Nemesis to its doom, like Sherlock Holmes and Moriarty locked in combat as they go over the waterfall.
In any case, such thinking bestows a wonderful feeling of power; the enemy might win but it won't triumph.
Last week a poll revealed that more than three-quarters of people in Britain approve of assisted suicide for the terminally ill.
On Thursday, the Law Lords delivered the landmark judgment in a case brought by multiple sclerosis sufferer Debbie Purdy, who feared her husband would be prosecuted if he accompanied her to die abroad.
She wanted the law on assisted dying to be clarified and the Law Lords have now ordered the Director of Public Prosecutions to draw up policy spelling out when prosecutions would and would not be pursued.
It looks as though the baby boomers have spoken and some of them, at least, hope they die before they get old - well, too old. Some have seen what happened to their parents or grandparents, and they don't like it. Every day I remember my own father's death. The nurses were kind, but there was something very wrong about it.
The poll result arrived at about the same time as the Royal College of Nursing announced that it was ending its opposition to assisted dying. Other signs indicate that the medical profession as a whole is at least prepared to face the issue.

I hate the term 'assisted suicide'. I have witnessed the aftermath of two suicides, and as a journalist I attended far too many coroners' inquests, where I was amazed and appalled at the many ways that desperate people find to end their lives.
Suicide is fear, shame, despair and grief. It is madness.
Those brave souls lately seeking death abroad seem to me, on the other hand, to be gifted with a furious sanity. They have seen their future, and they don't want to be part of it.
But for me, the scandal has not been solely that innocent people have had the threat of murder hanging over their heads for committing a clear act of mercy. It is that people are having to go to another country to die; it should be possible to die with benign assistance here.
You do not have to read much social history, or move in medical circles, to reach the conclusion that the profession has long seen it as part of its remit to help the dying die more comfortably.
Victorians expected to die at home, undoubtedly assisted by the medical profession.
In those days there was no such thing as drug control - just as there was no gun control. Laudanum and opiates were widespread and everyone knew you could get your hands on them. Sherlock Holmes was one of them!
As a young journalist I once listened in awe as a 90-year-old former nurse told me how she helped a dying cancer patient into the great beyond with the help of a pillow.
In the absence of any better medication in that time and place, and with his wife in hysterics at the pain he was forced to endure, death was going to be a friend; it was life, life gone wild, that was killing him.
'We called it "pointing them to Heaven",' she told me.
Decades later, I mentioned this to another, younger nurse, who gave me a blank look, and then said: 'We used to call it "showing them the way".'
Then she walked off quickly, aware that she had left a hostage to fortune.
I have been told that doctors do not like patients to worry that, theoretically, their GP has the expertise to kill them. Really?
I suspect that even my dentist has the means to kill me. It does not worry me in the slightest, and I imagine that, like many other people, I would be very happy for the medical profession to help me over the step.
I have written a living will to that effect, and indeed this article in The Mail on Sunday will be evidence of my determination in this matter. I cannot make the laws but you have no idea how much I hope those in a position to do so will listen.
In the course of the past few years, I have met some delightful people who say they have a passion for caring and I have no reason whatsoever to doubt them. Can they accept, however, that there are some people who have a burning passion not to need to be cared for?
It appears to be an item of faith with many people I have spoken to that both doctors and nurses, at least in hospital, still have 'things they can do' when the patient is in extremis.
I certainly hope this is true, but I wish we could blow away the clouds obscuring the issue and embrace the idea of ending, at their request, the life of a terminally ill person at a time and, if possible, a place of their choosing.
I write this as someone who has, regrettably, become famous for having Alzheimer's. Although being famous is all the rage these days, it's fame I could do without.
I know enough to realise there will not be a cure within my lifetime and I know the later stages of the disease can be very unpleasant. Indeed, it's the most feared disease among the over-65s.
Naturally, I turn my attention to the future. There used to be a term known as 'mercy killing'. I cannot believe it ever had any force in law but it did, and still does, persist in the public consciousness, and in general the public consciousness gets it right.
We would not walk away from a man being attacked by a monster, and if we couldn't get the ravening beast off him we might well conclude that some instant means of less painful death would be preferable before the monster ate him alive.
And certainly we wouldn't tuck it up in bed with him and try to carry on the fight from there, which is a pretty good metaphor for what we do now, particularly with 'old-timers' disease.
(My speech-to-text programme persists in transcribing Alzheimer's as 'old-timers'. In fact, I've heard many people absent-mindedly doing the same thing, and as a writer, I cannot help wondering if the perception of the disease might be a little kinder without that sharp, Germanic intonation.)
My father was a man well tuned to the public consciousness. The day before he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer he told me: 'If you ever see me in a hospital bed with tubes and pipes all over me, then tell them to turn me off.'
There was no chance of that a year later, when medicine's defences had been used up and he was becoming a battleground between the cancer and the morphine.
I have no idea what might have been going through his head, but why did we have to go through with this? He had been told he had a year to live, the year was up, and he was a practical man; he knew why he had been taken to the hospice.
Why could we not have had the Victorian finale, perhaps just a week or so earlier, with time for words of love and good advice, and tears just before the end?
It would have made something human and understandable out of what instead became surreal. It was not the fault of the staff; they were, like us, prisoners of a system.
At least my father's problem was pain, and pain can be controlled right until the end.
But I do not know how you control a sense of loss and the slow slipping of the mind away from the living body - the kind that old-timer's disease causes.
I know my father was the sort of man who didn't make a fuss, and perhaps I would not, either, if pain were the only issue for me. But it isn't.
I am enjoying my life to the full, and hope to continue for quite some time. But I also intend, before the endgame looms, to die sitting in a chair in my own garden with a glass of brandy in my hand and Thomas Tallis on the iPod - the latter because Thomas's music could lift even an atheist a little bit closer to Heaven - and perhaps a second brandy if there is time.
Oh, and since this is England I had better add: 'If wet, in the library.'
Who could say that is bad? Where is the evil here?
But, of course, important points are being made in this debate. Currently, people say they are worried about the possibility of old people being 'urged' by greedy relatives into taking an early death.
If we cannot come up with a means of identifying this, I would be very surprised.
In any case, in my experience it is pretty impossible to get an elderly person to do something they do not wish to do. They tend to know their own mind like the back of their hand, and quite probably would object to this being questioned.
There needs to be, for the safety of all concerned, some kind of gentle tribunal, to make certain that requests for assisted death are bona fide and not perhaps due to gentle persuasion.
It is the sort of thing, in my opinion, coroners could handle well. All the ones I have met have been former lawyers with much experience of the world and of the ways of human nature, people with wisdom, in fact, and that means middle-aged at the very least, and old enough to have some grasp of the world's realities.
I have no way of knowing whether any of them would wish to be involved; this is breaking new ground and we won't know unless we try.
In my early journalistic years, I watched such men deal with the deaths of thalidomide babies and the results of terrible accidents with calm and compassion. If their successors are as caring in their deliberations, I feel this may go some way to meeting the objections that people have.
And I would suggest, too, that Social Services be kept well away from any such arrangement. I don't think they would have much to offer.
In this country we have rather lost faith in the wisdom of ordinary people, among whom my father was a shining example. And it is ordinary people, ultimately, who must make such decisions.
There are those who will object that the care industry can cope. Even if we accept that they are coping now, which most of us will take on trust, in the coming decades they certainly will not be able to without a major reordering of our society.
The numbers tell us this. We already have a situation where elderly people are being cared for at home by people who themselves are of pensionable age. The healthcare system will become messy, and the NHS will struggle to cope.
There are care homes, of course, and they are subject to inspection, and we must take it on trust that the inspection system has teeth, but would you know how to choose one? Would you know what questions to ask?
Would you know, if you suffer from Alzheimer's disease or are representing someone who is, whether the place you would be choosing resorts to 'peg feeding'?
Peg feeding is the forcible feeding of patients who refuse food. I found out about this only recently, and I'm afraid it has entirely coloured my views.
These are, after all, innocent people who are on the road to death, and yet someone thinks it is right to subject them to this degrading and painful business.
The Alzheimer's Society says peg feeding is 'not best practice', a rather diplomatic statement.
People there that I trust tell me the main problem with the treatment of acute Alzheimer's cases is not a lack of care and goodwill as such, but insufficient numbers of people who are skilled in the special needs of the terminally-ill Alzheimer's patient.
I am certain no one sets out to be cruel, but our treatment of the elderly ill seems to have no philosophy to it.
As a society, we should establish whether we have a policy of 'life at any cost'. Apparently there is already such a thing as an official 'quality of life index': I don't know whether the fact that we have one frightens me more than the possibility that we don't.
In the first book of my Discworld series, published more than 26 years ago, I introduced Death as a character; there was nothing particularly new about this - death has featured in art and literature since medieval times, and for centuries we have had a fascination with the Grim Reaper.
But the Death of the Discworld is a little more unusual. He has become popular - after all, as he patiently explains, it is not he who kills. Guns and knives and starvation kill; Death turns up afterwards, to reassure the puzzled arrivals as they begin their journey.
He is kind; after all, he is an angel. And he is fascinated with us, in the way in which we make our little lives so complicated, and our strivings. So am I.
Within a year or two, I started to get letters about Death. They came from people in hospices, and from their relatives and from bereaved individuals, and from young children in leukaemia wards, and the parents of boys who had crashed their motorbikes.
I recall one letter where the writer said the books were of great help to his mother when she was in a hospice. Frequently, the bereaved asked to be allowed to quote some part of the Discworld books in a memorial service.
They all tried to say, in some way, 'thank you', and until I got used to it, the arrival of one of these letters would move me sufficiently to give up writing for the day.
The bravest person I've ever met was a young boy going through massive amounts of treatment for a very rare, complex and unpleasant disease. I last saw him at a Discworld convention, where he chose to take part in a game as an assassin. He died not long afterwards, and I wish I had his fortitude and sense of style.
I would like to think my refusal to go into care towards the end of my life might free up the resources for people such as him.
Let me make this very clear: I do not believe there is any such thing as a 'duty to die'; we should treasure great age as the tangible presence of the past, and honour it as such.
I know that last September Baroness Warnock was quoted, or possibly misquoted, as saying the very elderly sick had a 'duty to die', and I have seen people profess to fear that the existence of a formalised approach to assisted dying could lead to it somehow becoming part of national health policy.
I very much doubt this could be the case. We are a democracy and no democratic government is going to get anywhere with a policy of compulsory or even recommended euthanasia. If we were ever to end up with such a government, we would be in so much trouble that the problem would become the least of our worries.
But neither do I believe in a duty to suffer the worst ravages of terminal illness.
As an author, I've always tended to be known only to a circle of people - quite a large one, I must admit - who read books. I was not prepared for what happened after I 'came out' about having Alzheimer's in December 2007, and appeared on television.
People would stop me in the street to tell me their mother had it, or their father had it. Sometimes, it's both parents, and I look into their eyes and I see a flash of fear.
In London the other day, a beefy man grabbed my arm, smiled at me and said, 'Thanks a lot for what you're doing, my mum died from it,' and disappeared into the crowd.
And, of course, there have been the vast numbers of letters and emails, some of which, I'm ashamed to say, will perhaps never be answered.
People do fear, and not because fear is whipped up, but because they've recalled an unpleasant death in their family history.
Sometimes I find myself involved in strange conversations, because I am an amiable-looking person who people think they know and, importantly, I am not an authority figure - quite the reverse.
I have met Alzheimer's sufferers who are hoping that another illness takes them away first. Little old ladies confide in me, saying: 'I've been saving up my pills for the end, dear.'
What they are doing, in fact, is buying themselves a feeling of control. I have met retired nurses who have made their own provisions for the future with rather more knowledgeable deliberation.
From personal experience, I believe the recent poll reflects the views of the people in this country. They don't dread death; it's what happens beforehand that worries them.
Life is easy and cheap to make. But the things we add to it, such as pride, self-respect and human dignity, are worthy of preservation, too, and these can be lost in a fetish for life at any cost.
I believe that if the burden gets too great, those who wish to should be allowed to be shown the door.
In my case, in the fullness of time, I hope it will be the one to the garden under an English sky. Or, if wet, the library.
Read more: www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1203622/Ill-di...

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P.S.Я жить хочу...

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Итак, страничка нытья работает снова. После выходных осталось весьма смешанное чувство: вот вроде и погуляла, и даже на ролликах покаталась, а чертовы две ночи работы и безотчетный страх перед тем, что и сегодня придется умирать в офисе, едва ли не заглушают приятные воспоминания. Выходные прошли, длинные, а я бесконечно устала. И сегодня на этаже буду куковать одна из наших, что означает, что видела я покой где-то в конце туннеля с белым светом. Это дождь, че-оо-ртов дождь. Терпеть не могу проверять переводы, тошнит уже.

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ниочем и абавсем

Глупая надежда, что работы, когда я вернусь, будет меньше, оставила меня совсем недавно. Бесконечная и дорогая скука, которая, впрочем, заставляет больше ценить те несколько дней, которые были бездарно потрачены на никому не нужную подготовку к госу :3. Вчера, правда, было здорово. Я вернулась после госа домой, поиграла в Симс3, потом мы с буррито заказали еды и посмотрели "Бобро пожаловать" ( в который раз смотрю, все равно хорошо), и первую серию аниме, снятого по Икс-менам по всей видимости в жанре Мери-Сью благодаря капризу какой-нибудь японской дочки богатого японского папы. Воспринимается несерьезно: из-за японской озвучки, из-за жеманных анимешных жестов сисястой Грозы, некрасивого и тупого Логана, ангстовых флешбеков Ксавье и не менее ангстовой трехгодичной скорби Скотта на могилке Джины, за которую у него отрасли волосы, и он стал очень даже яойный хрупкий страдающий мальчик. Смысла в сием зрелище ноль. Сюжет "завязан" на том, что бравые Люди Икс отправляются спасать японскую девочку-мутанта, которая пропала (была похищена!!!). Наверное, ее подружки, когда смотрели мульт, были в восторге. И ведь этого - семь серий...
Потом мы с лисом сидели в Coffee Beanе, малыш вознамерился съесть про запас все увиденное на витрине, ну и ради Бога. И славно погуляли. Результатом удлинения обычного маршрута стала покупка (аллилуйя) "Американских богов" Нила Геймана. Я начала читать и пока это написано чудесно, не только потому, что я очень люблю Нила. Кстати, я была очень рада узнать, что он ведет официальный блог, счастливо снимает комиксы и написал сценарий для одной из серий "Доктора Кто", от которого фанатеет много лет сам.

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Flower basket. Environment +10

И да поможет нам Господь завтра.

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Прихожу в "Перекресток", чтобы в магазинчике рядом заказать корзинку цветов для экзаменаторш, а потом купить продуктов. Маленьких йогуртов Dessert-plus нет,я беру какие-то другие, от Данон. На кассе нерусский стажер, который очень невнятно говорит, сообщает мне, что 4 штуки йогурта стоят около 800 рублей. У меня сразу отрицание: это ж не "Азбука вкуса", чтобы йогурты столько стоили. Ан нет. Баночка 184 рубля. Тихо охреневая, я ему отвечаю, что не буду их брать в таком случае. Какой идиот станет их покупать за 184 рубля баночку?!

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Все еще не выхожу из состояния такос-такос-бурритос-такос. Кто, черт подери, пустил сегодня в библиотеку Камиллу? Не люблю, когда панику наводят, и даже как-то вроде специально, точно так надо и от этого всем хорошо... Причем это делается достаточно навязчиво ненавязчивыми вопросами из серии:"Как, вы еще не договорились? Как, ты не знаешь еще, где вы сдаете?" и т.д. Ну какбэ я приду завтра и узнаю, какие проблемы... Очень не хочется покупать цветы, ибо я знаю, что деньги на них мне все сдадут самое ближайшее - никогда, ну и крайне печалит то, что мы все-таки не договорились пока с секретарем комиссии по поводу логистики. Следующая печальная вещь в хит-параде - что я по-прежнему не очень хочу быть юристом и не знаю, а очень ли мне хочется еще два года учиться. Ну и третья неизбежна - послезавтра снова на работу. Аааааа перке.

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Current state of affairs

Дней до последнего госа:1.
Дней до выхода на работу:2.
Дней до выздоровления:x.

А теперь римейк композиции "Dream within a Dream":

Фак фак фак фак фа~ак
Фак фак фак фаак фаак фааак..
Ха-уу

Можно ли сдать экзамен, если в голове только одна мысль и это:"Такос такос бурритос такос"?

Вчера испекла экспресс-печенье и посмотрела "Бурлеск" перед сном. Сюжет крайне незатейлив, но фильм красивый, и музыкальные номера очень понравились. Мне наплевать, сколько лет Шер, все равно она классная тетка. И я не знала, что Агилера может выглядеть такой хорошей беззащитной девочкой. Их гей-костюмер был похож на мужика из "Дьявол носит Прада", который Хэтэуэй одевал.

Надо собраться, взять себя в руки и пойти в библиотеку.

"Если ты передумаешь, ты всегда знаешь, где они [печеньки]".

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Иплы выпустили куклу с таким мерзким платьем, мама не горюй. Оно делает ее фигуру похожей на хорошую такую грушу. О чем они только думали? Бедная девочка вышла бесконечно грузной и некрасивой.

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Wanna go home.*sniff*

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почти эпик фейл

Мдэ.Экзамен-то не завтра, а в субботу, вот ведь. И хорошо, что я задумалась об этом хотя бы, а то бы пришла завтра в 10 утра в инст и очень удивилась бы.

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Даже не могу оценить - грустно это или нет. В некоторые моменты я искренне ненавижу свою работу, потому что от усталости хочется умереть,и ,тем не менее, скидку тебе никто ни на что не сделает. Иногда - искренне люблю, а что, платят много, условия шикарные... Вчера один из наших показывал видео, как он в воскресенье работал на террасе. Мы сидим на 10м этаже, и с кухни можно выйти на просторную террасу, где сейчас поставили столы и стулья, и выглядит это все теперь как ресторан отеля. И вот значит на видео, колокола звенят, солнце, небо голубое...красота. И он: ну, happy-job. Окей, о таком я склонна согласиться, но, мне кажется, это все равно не мое.

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....что ж мне так плохо-то...

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Зато нотариусы в Люберцах добрые,вот.

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Абзац

Загадочный кусок сна.
Я приезжаю куда-то, и там несимпатичная какая-то девушка сидит, почему-то (да,почему? она ж несимпатичная, волосы в хвосте, лицо невыразительное, тело никакое) мы с ней целуемся, а вкус такой мерзкий, и я зависаю.
Она: Что такое?
Я: Да вот думаю.
Она: О чем?
Я: О том, что тебе следует почистить зубы.
И она уходит, и я ухожу. Это же просто хрень какая-то. Мне даже не стыдно, потому что я и во сне почувствовала такую злорадость за свои слова, что мне до сих пор смешно. Иногда я искренне люблю сделать гадость незнакомым людям.